Sunday, December 31, 2006


T-A-N-E-Y-A is by far one of the greatest words ever utter. What is a Taneya, why it is not it but a who. To be precise my wife today is my anniversary and I have to say these past five years has been great and I am looking towards 90 more.
I always wonder if I am destine for hell because of the heaven she has brought me. I figure the Almighty would never let me double dip. I can only hope though.
I am writing the world to let everyone know how much I love her. I would have screamed it from the roof top but there is a noise ordinance and I am too cute for any prison.

Friday, December 29, 2006

Saddam Hussein Execution

We all can agree that Sadam was a bad man but we cannot deny that the reason why he was removed from power and put to death by the US makes no sense.
He was charged for the death with crimes against humanity for the killing of 148 Shi'ite men after a 1982 after an alleged botched assassination attempt. “1982”, if he was that bad then why did the Reagan Administration removed Iraq from the State terrorism sponsorship list in 1982. Despite the evidence that he did support terrorism abroad, the removal made Iraq eligible for U.S. dual-use and military technology.
Iraq began using chemical weapons against Iranian troops in 1982, and significantly increased chemical weapon use in 1983. Reagan’s Secretary of State, George Shultz, reported Iraq using chemical weapons on Iranian military personnel "drifted in" at the year’s end. A declassified CIA report, possibly written in late 1987, notes Iraq's use of mustard gas in August 1983, giving further suggestion that the SD and/or National Security Council (NSC) was well aware of Iraq's use of CW at this time.
The truth is that Hussein and the United States were bed fellows and interestingly no one from the Reagan administration have not been brought to stand alongside Sadam on the same charges. Instead the US and the new Iraqi puppet regime have buried the truth of America being a willing assistant at the madness of Hussein’s reign in the eighties. The execution of Sadam is clear evidence that this government has lulled the masses to sleep.
It does not take a rocket scientist to figure out if Sadam was incarnate of evil and Donald Rumsfield was over there during the “reign of terror” shaking hands with the former leader. I agree that the man was evil but he had help from the US. I believe Donald should be brought to trial along with any living member of the Regan administration and have them explain their actions towards Hussein’s regime back in the eighties. Unfortunately justice will go unrewarded and the truth will never be told and the true perpetrators escaped the gallows.

interesting read:

Monday, December 25, 2006

Genisis 27

My creation is from the countless experiences through poverty and the two most influential people in my life are my mother and grandmother. My memories consist of my mother racking herself over life’s battle ground in order to provide. Free cheese, WIC, food stamps is what kept us above water. I remember my mother saving half of a big mac from work and bringing it home to me. I dread christmas when I was a child because it was a disappointment, the only way I could have a holiday without wondering why are we getting the short end of the stick was through those tv specials. My mother through her sacrifice loved me regardless of how many times I fucked up. My grandmother gave me the deep south love and no matter how many times I confess my sins she stuck by me when my ass should have been in the streets. My birth was through the experience of watching my mother cry at a young age and not understanding why. My anger grew when I found out that my grandfather died on the railroad but the company never compensated my grandmother accordingly. My resentment is to the seed of absence that my father sow and I eventually did the same. My creation comes from everyday events of living in the projects watching relatives being consumed by drugs and violence. I never understood the concept of injecting or ingesting a foreign substance into the body but I new that death was perched on licking its lips.
Through out my life there were others that help buffer my world. David whom big brothers chose as my mentor was brief but influence me to write. I will always love him and his family. Omar my long lost step grandfather came into my life when I was at my lowest, help stir me back into knowledge of self.Those two years was wonderful and I regret that I was not there when you passed.
My experience mirrors countless people living in poverty our lives filled with disappointments that fuel the fire of resentment. Although I admit that I am lucky but there are many that fell short. I see countless people at the shelter that grew up in situations that reflect mine.
I was just fortunate to be bless with women in my life that kept on supporting me when the world threw in the towel.
I am thankful for everyone that help me along the way but they are many and our relationships were brief. Although the contribute to me being who I am it is my mother and grandmother that gave me the foundation of my genesis.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Lesson In Love

I learn a lesson in love the other night while working. As noted earlier I work at a homeless shelter that deals primarily with people that have substance abuse. While I was working a gentleman came to the door and asked if he and his wife could stay the night out of the cold. Being new and freshly out of the military I stated that after 8pm the only people that we can take in are those bout by metro for detox. I gave them some sandwiches and told them sorry (man I am going to burn)
Later that night I saw them standing outside the gate and I looked at him and his wife, all I could do is say ok. The reason for me going against the grain is because I was moved by their love for each other. They are in their 50s but due to the harsh life of the streets they look much older and one step from the grave. I was impressed and in awe of them. Here they are struggling, battling various ailments and they are passionate in the way they help each other maneuver. I guess what got me is that you have people in this world that have more than them but fail at matrimonial bliss. Anyway I said ok but I had to do a makeshift setting for them out of the way of prying eyes. Another rule is that couples cannot be in the facility at the same time. No one has ever explained the logic of this rule to me. The next morning I notice he had a hernia or something causing his stomach to stick out and it was sad because being in the elements in poor health only shortens a persons life expectancy. He had problems standing up but his wife in her frail state gain strength from somewhere and helped him before I could assist. I got them some sandwiches and watched them slip out before I woke up the residents or the oncoming staff arrived.
I guess what my point is that those of us that have so much more than them should take a lesson in love from them. They do no have anything not a pot to piss in but they chose to stay with each other and adhere to the sacred for better or worse. To me that is the epitome of true love.

Thursday, December 21, 2006


Recently I separated from the navy and was slapped with a heaping pile of bureaucracy and incompetence. My duty station was PSD Memphis, Personnel Support Detachment (place were you get all your admin stuff done) and I figured since I was one of the staff my stuff should be taken care of. Man I was fooling myself first the person(PS2 eberle) in charge of my paperwork in charge of paper work had my discharge papers incorrect and fail to mail them to me in time. Second, I am still technically on active duty although I am not getting paid the system got me serving. SHe has not completely processed me out of the navy. Crazy... This also affects rolling my 401 over (yes the military has a 401 it is called tsp. Oh they have not gotten rid of the normal do twenty and get a check either) or if I want to cash it in, which I plan on doing cause the book Start Late and Finish Rich has given me a few ideas and with the holidays a few extra gifts can be under the tree. I have called every office within my old command to figure what and how. The down side is that since I am staff eberle is the only person that can do my paper work. Now I found out someone else is assign(they are not sure who/whom it is), the reason for having a specific person to do in house business is to cut down on possible corruption and make things run efficiently. The problem I have is that I was the only person separating at that time. There was not much pressure. Then I realize there is no I in bureaucracy or love in incompetence. Now it is the holiday and the joy I was looking forward to i.e. loot for some extra presents is not there. I know the holiday is about the meaning behind the gift but this is the first time that it has been this tight. Am I pissed...? Fuck yeah because people that fail to do their job is my main pet peeve. Is this a warning when you're doing business with PSD Memphis (Millington) you beat. Anytime a place of operation smiles in their comrades face, shakes their hand and leaves them out to dry is someone that you cannot trust and I would not feel comfortable allowing my experience go unheard. I must add that it is bureaucracy that allows this to happen. Thanks eberle and PSD Memphis for a screw job well done.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

The Homeless

Chaos is perpetual order, seeking truth and constantly finding momentum.

One man's life touches so many others, when he's not there it leaves an awfully big hole. Clarence “It’s A Wonderful Life”

The homeless is a voiceless populous that have for years the general masses has turned their nose up to their plight. One myth which I find appalling is that the homeless people don't work and get most of their money from public assistance programs. The truth is that many homeless people are among the working poor, and a relatively small percentage of them receive government assistance.
I have had little experience with the homeless until recently. In the past I dealt with the homeless in a non personal setting by having them work for an establishment that was my employer (temp agency) and when I worked as an orderly for a psychiatric hospital. In both cases I have seen the extreme polar opposites.
Just recently I have started to work for a shelter that deals with the spectrum of the homeless that have a problem with addiction to narcotics and alcohol. I have met people from all walks of life, people that were in the white collar community as well as the blue collar side of the house. Life threw them a curve ball and before anyone get a preconceive notion we are not immune or impervious. At times in each persons life hardship happens regardless. I never had an understanding until I talked to them and heard their stories. It is heartbreaking to see individuals that for whatever reason had fallen short. I admit that there is a populous that does not want to work but they are a minority.
Past elections have been about family values (gay marriages) and the war on terror which was a smoke screen. Both parties fell short addressing the problems of the homeless which proves their true concern is dictated by what is fashionable in the political arena. The homeless is a sad truth of America’s shortcomings. I challenge everyone to take some time and volunteer and get that degree in humility. Remeber that we are sentient beings that transverse through out this world.

Friday, December 15, 2006

Sanity and Rant

Florida, California Suspend Executions!!! Better late is a poor phrase, I'll just say what happen besides the screw up of Florida. Interestingly a federal judge in California extended a moratorium on executions, declaring that the state's method of lethal injection violates the constitutional ban on cruel and unusual punishment. They claim that the 2005 execution in which guards failed to connect a back-up intravenous line to Stanley "Tookie" Williams, the former Crips gang leader who garnered global publicity after writing anti-gang books was lurking in their conscious... I do not by it Swartz had something to prove or satisfy (power structure)
I am still amazed that when someone screws up what Fogel refers to as "far kinder than that suffered by the victims of capital crimes"
I am surprise that they cared about putting minorities down like a dog. I am glad that they have done that but if they want to bring a smile to my face then they would snatch up Carolyn Holloway Bryant the lady that sentence Emmet Til to a horrible death I do not care how old she is. Diaz or Tookie should have been sharing that cocktail with her. Then again putting that bitch to sleep would be to kind. Maybe well.. I will keep those thoughts to myself. She and her family are lucky time travel is not a reality because I would see justice is served since the very system that guarantees us or rights failed and a mother had to bury her child.

Before I forget ignorant blacks that have been killing their neighborhoods should be given the slave treatment. I would love to have these want to be gangsters taken out into the cotton field given the slave treatment. I am tired of seeing blacks do the Klan work . I am tired of people bashing Michael Richards. Yeah it is messed up but I am tired of people jumping on the "black" band wagon. The black community is perpetuating the stereotypes and the so call leaders fuck 'em because they are garbage. They are relics that have lost touch with reality. The true killer of blacks these days is other blacks. The same goes for any other culture ie each race has a tendency to kill their own although I admit there are exceptions but we’re in the here and now.

I am glad that they have decided to reevaluate a system that seems to swallow up minorities.

Thursday, December 14, 2006


In Florida Diaz was executed Wednesday for the 1979 murder of the manager of a Miami topless bar.
The execution went terribly wrong, in stead of the normal (if you call getting put to sleep like a dog normal) usually takes 15min. this time it took 30. According to witnesses moments after the chemicals began flowing, Diaz blinked several times and appeared to be mouthing words. Shortly afterwards it was apparent by his facial expression that sleep business was not according. At 24 min. They gave him a second dose and eventually he died. I know most of you would say who cares and to be honest I do see a need for the death penalty under extreme conditions for example Charlie Manson. There is a fine line between sanity and madness. Besides Diaz killed a manager of a strip bar, the circumstances may be tainted considering the establishment.
Why I am so angry is because the government is concern Omar Abdel-Rahman aka the Blind Sheik’s health. He was the one behind the first World Trade Center bombing (he did have some help from Osama. The man is no doubt an incarnate of evil but the fear is that his death may trigger some retaliation on American soil. Although some experts say it is likely nothing will happen and the spin doctors will take care of that.
What I do not get is that the Shiek got life and Manson got life but a man that kills a manager of strip bar gets death? I know each state has its on set of rules which leads me to seeing the United States as a country of mini countries. Each is its own sovereign entity to an extent only held together in the fabric of the Constitution. Why is my tax dollars going to a terrorist and psychopath?
My opinion is to take a page from the Nazis and make Shiek suffer and use some of Stalin’s tactics and give Manson what he deserves. America fails to take care of it’s own citizens. I never could understand how a person gets the death penalty and others do not. Some say lawyers and others say karma. The sad thing is that we have people that live in war zones and live under the constant fear of a death sentence being dealt. Quite possibly the “spin doctors” keep our minds on issues that I mention in order to keep our focus off the bigger picture that is the spawn of the rich will continue to thrive while the rest struggle for a piece of American Pie.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Nicole Paultre & China Arnold

Both women are polar opposites Nicole Paultre disserves to be angry and if she requested blood in retribution, it should be honored. She is the bride to be of the slain man Sean Bell. Her fiancée was gun down shortly after leaving a club. He was looking forward to marrying Ms. Paultry. Instead a lack of judgment and 50 shots later Sean was dead, the survivors were Joseph Guzman, 31, who was shot at least 11 times, and Trent Benefield, 23, who was hit three times and was listed in critical condition after this horrific incident. The PR campaign was quick to point out that five officers who fired their guns included two blacks, two whites and one Hispanic. Regardless of the outward racial makeup of those police officers is irrelevant because that uniform they wear governs their allegiance. One officer was a 12-year veteran and he fired his weapon 31 times, emptying two full magazines!!! Michael Palladino, president of the Detectives' Endowment Association said "The amount of shots fired does not spell out excessive to me" This insane the police officers are on administrative leave with pay (vacation not on the books) Not since the killing of Amadou Diallo, an unarmed West African immigrant who was shot 19 times in Bronx has the realization been clear. Those alleged days of officer friendly are gone. I do not care how they try to paint the picture it is sickening. Those cops should be flogged whipped with the same disregard they showed Sean Bell and his friends. They should feel pain for the pain they caused Ms. Paultre and Mr. Bell's family. They should be left to choke on their own blood for a while before repeating the proccess over again. Hell is what these officers that sworn to protect and serve should get. If you pray, ask for justice.

I had to show Ms. Arnolds face because what she did was horrific More than 15 months after her daughter's death, China Arnold faces the death penalty should she be convicted of aggravated murder. How did she kill her child? She placed the infant in the microwave. Yeah, you read right the microwave... I cannot even start the anguish I feel. If this true and she did do this I would not want the death penalty, the legal system should have someone beat her like a runaway slave for the rest of her life. Death is humane... How can someone, a mother do this to her child. I feel comfortable believing she done it considering it took a year to gather enough proof. Montgomery County Coroner's Office found that Paris Talley, 28 days old, could only have died inside a microwave oven. The father of the child Terrell Talley did not have a comment and I hope he has nothing to do with this. House is a fictional character and trying to find a smidget of evidence that refutes the coroner's finding is not going to happen. Anytime some born again starts going on about the "queers" ruining family values, punch the mother fucker in the mouth and tell them about China and the dirty cops that ruin those moral values they hold so dear.

Monday, December 04, 2006


Again the former Gestapo chief is back in the media with an alleged memo about the Iraq war. To be honest it does not take a rocket scientist to know that they (Rumsfeld and his former employer) did not care about their actions and going after Hussein is shy of a mafia hit. If Husseun is on death row for gassing people then Reagan’s former cabinet should be their as well, especially Rumsfeld since he gave Sadam the blue print for annihilation.
The Donald is not at fault for the things that happen everyone on the” hill" is. The citizens of America are guilty. People need to stop blaming the events of 9/11 for the war in Iraq. Until we as a country realize that we're the ones paying the bills, events like Iraq will continue and the Embargo against Cuba will continue.

Sunday, December 03, 2006


Yesterday I was asked why 666 and instructed that I may deter people from looking at my blog. I merely say fuck that. I am not catering to weak minded people. If someone has a problem I am a click away. I never had a target group in mind and possibly I may be witting in vain. So be it!!! I am not trying to make money and when my book is published the same rules apply.

If someone has a problem with my user name oh well. To answer the question at the beginning of the post the answer is simple, my name means "man of victory" and the infamous 666 does not need any explanation to the not so free Christian world. Do the math. Do not get it twisted I did not eat the body or drink the blood.
Although I have thought about a snuff film with Condoleezza Rice but we'll see what is in the mix. Since the government has involved us in a legalized snuff film, i.e. Iraq and Hurricane Katrina, I believe we should have Condi star in her very own, along with the rest of the Bush administration.

Friday, December 01, 2006


I am tired of the debate over who had it worse the Jews, Blacks or American Indians. That is like trying to get apple juice from an orange. These incidents in human history are horrific. The all got the short end of the stick. One had their history stripped from them, another had their land stolen and almost removed from history at the same time and the other lost six million by modern technology.
I am tired of people painting the Jews as the ones that had it worse than anyone else in history. They rebounded quite well and have a rich history for a foundation to stand on. What happen to them was a great injustice but people seem to forget that Stalin was into exterminating the Jews. Since he was part of the allies that went up against the original Axis of Evil it got swept under the table.
I believe what happen to the three are a prime example of evil incarnate. No one should be debating over this, what should be discussed is how to prevent it from happening again. No matter how you paint the picture it is disgusting which brings me to the last picture below. I would like to beat him with that chain. To many people died for this fool to perpetuate ignorance. I hope we could by pass this ignorance and focus on our real enemy the ones on capital hill. I could not find any pictures showing the horrific events which happen to the Indigenous Nations of the Americas but if you would like to see who is one of the people responsible for their near extermination just look at the face on the $20 bill.