Reflection

Transcend is the only
way I can describe my thought process
through the barriers of time
I have realized that the anchor that
bonds us to a watery grave
can be removed
through transcending
nothing
elaborate
to see
only the truth
in the the divine light of the Almighty
We become such manifesting the soul
through spirit and the corporal body
I have been called a racist and paranoid
Neither is true
I understand that the system put in place
has caused a fulmination
In our celestial universe which we call self
I see the world for what it is
Chaos incarnate
Trifold we must see ourselves
Soul-Body-Spirit
Each separate but an integral part of who we are
I am not using
this as a justification
for the belief in Christian dogmatic
Propaganda
That thought process has
Hinder our growth
For that matter any Orthodox religion that
restricts inflections
I am nothing more or Less just
I AM

Mad as Hell

I only have a few words on these sick mother fuckers...For those of you that have been under a rock these past few days... The two pictured killed two and severly injured one during a home invasion.
Authorities say the men broke into the home of Dr. William Petit Jr. early Monday morning and held the family hostage for several hours. One of them forced Petit's wife to make a withdrawal at a local bank later that morning, triggering suspicion among bank employees, police said.
Police were notified and rushed to the Petits' home, where they encountered the fleeing suspects and found the family's home ablaze. Petit, who remained in stable condition at St. Mary's Hospital on Thursday, had been beaten and bound in the basement but managed to escape the fire. The bodies of his wife and their daughters 17-year-old Hayley and 11-year-old Michaela were found inside.
The men are being charged with assault, sexual assault, kidnapping, robbery and arson.
I do not want to kill them oh no... I suggest that they are sent to Rikers and share a cell with a few of some big burly angry men that need new girlfriends. Give them immunity for what ever damage is inflicted upon them, I mean some shit that makes Oz look G rated. Do not kill them just make them suffer for a long time.
http://abcnews.go.com/US/wireStory?id=3419884


Another sad event that makes me want to vomit..


This lady was found dead in the trunk of her car at the Miami airport. The police believe her boyfriend may be the likely culprity due to her stating that she fears him and phone records show that she did talk to him thirty minutes before she vanish.. What is so jacked up is her last name.. Innocent how jacked is that, that is what she was....
I opt for the Oz treatmeant for whomever did this. Yeah I know it sounds sick but if my money is going to keep these assholes on death row then I want to get my moneys worth..

wonder why my cats keep staring at me

Maybe the Egyptians were on to something when they befriend cats....
I caught a story on CNN about a Rhode Island cat named Oscar that stays at a nursing home is said to predict the death of residents (25 and counting). Within four hours of Oscar cuddling with a resident they die (again 25 and counting), no one can explain. If you own a cat beware.........

History

The other day I was watching the new A & E Mad Men and realize the black experience of the past is missing on tv. It seems that when the "Great Depression" is referred to I see soup lines filled with destitute whites. The various documentaries make it seem that everyone was in the same boat. In fact they got the experience of being non white. I remember my great grandmother telling me about the depression as being another day because being black back in those days was two steps from being back on the plantation. Between Jim Crow and the Klan it was another day. A Slight mention of Marcus Garvey would be nice.....
When the fifties are mention it is talked about in terms of the suburb exodus or the Leave it To Beaver era, again were are the black folk... Back of the history bus. I am sure some people did have a nice upbringing but not being able to go anywhere is a big statement. Malcolm X anyone he was around in the fifties
Oh and I am tired of Elvis, one of the greatest innovators of music was Miles Davis, Charlie Parker, Dizzy to name a few. If you want to mention rock and roll Chuck Berry or Little Richard comes to mind.
Anyway the good ol' 60's I am tired of seeing naked dirty drugged up white people on every special. Can I get Huey, yeah I know that Martin was around but there were other things going on. I want to get a tangible image.
History is still being written by a select few and it is important for everyone to know the past in order to prevent the few who run the world place us in a proverbeal gladiatorial combat. As they do with immigration, Mexicans are descendants of the original people that were here on the Americas here so by default this is their land.

Post Traumatic Stress

Not to long agoI had a heated debate over the draft
and how it would not benefit people that are Black.
Especially those that are from the rural or inner
city. I look at it from the stand point from my
observation of the Filipinos in that they use uncle
sam for everything he got in order to bring
their folks over and create generations to come non
dependent on the military.
What set me off is that this only
experience with poverty is dealing with folks in a
correctional setting and yeah this person getting
their PhD in the psyche field but that means jack. The
problem I have is that people that never had to
struggle can never relate to poverty or struggle
they may have an idea but
they will never know. Post Traumatic Stress is the
closest I can relate because poverty is a war zone and
the victims it creates are angry and hungry for
vengeance in any fashion. When going to the store
involves the possibility of not coming home or being
violated plays on your mind -- thats poverty. Watching
your mom or whoever is taking care of you slave for
nothing - that's poverty. When the rich get this
bubbling sensation in their stomachs to help the
natives they need to realize that poverty is a war zone.
It does not have to be a war of
guns cause poverty inflicts an internal war of
helplessness which feeds the fire of anger. I hear
folks talk about these kids in battle zones and that
is causing the problem. It does happen but it is only
a snap shot of the broader picture.
I get tired of bougie mother fuckers trying to tell me
about my life. I appreciate those with cash
that want to come and play in the mud but you they
have no true understanding. You cannot feel the pain
if you never experience it. Help if you want but shut
the fuck up when trying to tell me about my life...


I ran across this and it just spoke to me...

How I Became a Madman

You ask me how I became a madman. It happened thus: One day, long before many gods were born, I woke from a deep sleep and found all my masks were stolen -- the seven masks I have fashioned and worn in seven lives -- I ran maskless through the crowded streets shouting, "Thieves, thieves, the cursed thieves."
Men and women laughed at me and some ran to their houses in fear of me.
And when I reached the market place, a youth standing on a house-top cried, "He is a madman." I looked up to behold him; the sun kissed my own naked face for the first time. For the first time the sun kissed my own naked face and my soul was inflamed with love for the sun, and I wanted my masks no more. And as if in a trance I cried, "Blessed, blessed are the thieves who stole my masks."
Thus I became a madman.
And I have found both freedom and safety in my madness; the freedom of loneliness and the safety from being understood, for those who understand us enslave something in us.
But let me not be too proud of my safety. Even a Thief in a jail is safe from another thief.
Kahlil Gibran

An Anarchist Recipe-DEEP DISH PIZZA

I have grown tired of the cooking shows and the tired lets make the food pretty but lets starve them in the process. Also I am tired of microwave food and the crap it is pumping into the masses. When someone is willing to go out and buy a bucket of chicken meal for fifteen dollars when you can can make it yourself with a relief your pocket.I do not believe you have to be some prissy snob in the kitchen. I believe in pride in your work but under the same breathe you cannot speak french to a non french speaking crowd. Think of it in terms of Bushism...No one knows what the hell he is talking.


Easy Pizza Dough
1 package active yeast
3/4 warm water (110)
2 1/2 cups of biscuit mix

1) Activate Yeast warm water (add the yeast to the water until it gets a little foam on top)
2)Add the yeast mixture to the biscuit mix
3)Beat for 2 minutes
4)Place dough on flour surface and knead 25 times

A person can half the dough, roll it out in a 12 in circle for a normal pizza.
I on the other hand take the dough place it in a 9in pizza pan and douse the dough with 1/4 cup olive oil.

My sauce is simple spaghetti meat sauce. Layer the sauce and cheese(you will use 2cups) preferable having the cheese being the first and last. Bake 12-15 minutes or until your pizza looks like a Chicago style deep dish.

This is my first attempt at laying in print what I enjoy doing beside trying to point out the fact that Bush, Condi and the rest of their cronies have no soul.....

"Lalee's Kin: The Legacy of Cotton"

The documentry "Lalee's Kin: The Legacy of Cotton" takes the spot light off black turmoil in the city. The movie forces viewers to take a hard look at the legacy of slavery and the effect the cotton industry had on the black community.
We see Lalee living in a mobile home with no running water and trying to take care of her grandkids while her children faultier.
Also in the documentry an school administrator explains how the school year didn't even start for Black children in the area until the final cotton crop was picked during the fall. "It has become ingrained that getting an education is not important," says the district superintendent Reggie Barnes.
What makes this movie disturbing is that it was filmed 6 years ago but the community looks as if someone went back in time to the early 1900 sharecrop community. I admit that there is no clear definite answer to combat the troubles plaguing Black america but I have learn a trick or two from the Filipinos that come over via the military. The milk good ol' sam for every dime in order to pull each other up from third world status. I am not suggesting that this should be an idea model but were at war. The guerrilla only has the weapons that are easily accessible. At times that means to turn your enemy's strength into it's weakness.

Montu

March two by two
Into the mouth of the seven
headed dragon amongst the
Saved
I wield
the shield of Magog
while holding the sphere of Gog
None can past
While others
Fly
Soul disembowel
Upon the beach of the false prophet
I scream Amen - Ra
As the river of blood engulf
The fallen....

Hip Hop Harry -The Next Step in Kids Entertainment

Who is Hip Hop Harry??? I thought the same thing at 8 in the morning while channel surfing. To my suprise Harry took my mind off my original post today "autism government cover up"
After Backyardigans I thought nothing could top that and to be honest Harry does not top it but acts as the next step for kids developing.
Who is this rapping bear, is he some stereotyp that perpetuate the negative image of blacks? Nah, he is actually on point. I have found myself glued to the website http://www.hiphopharry.com with my little girl rapping "I love to learn" and right now I am listening to it.
If you get a chance surf TLC and Discovery Kids website to see when Harry will come on or to your town.
In case anyone wonders what some of the professionals think of this rapping fur ball check out www.commonsensemedia.org/tv-reviews/Hip-Hop-Harry.html
I will close with further evidence that Harry is a much better candidate for your kids than a lot of the crap out there now. To put to rest how great of a pain that purple pest is watch the video.>

Three Course Meal

Appetizer

The Wall Street Journal reported on January 29, 1997 [36] on activities at the Mena, Arkansas airport allegedly involved then-governor Bill Clinton in a coverup of illegal drug-trading activity. The Wall Street Journal article goes on to state:

At the center of the web of speculation spun around Mena are a few undisputed facts: One of the most successful drug informants in U.S. history, smuggler Barry Seal, based his air operation at Mena. At the height of his career he was importing as much as 1,000 pounds of cocaine per month, and had a personal fortune estimated at more than $50 million. After becoming an informant for the Drug Enforcement Administration, he worked at least once with the CIA, in a Sandinista drug sting. He was gunned down by Colombian hit men in Baton Rouge, La., in 1986; eight months later, one of his planes—with an Arkansas pilot at the wheel and Eugene Hasenfus in the cargo bay—was shot down over Nicaragua with a load of Contra supplies.
Never trust a politician.........

Main Course

A number of conspiracy theorists have suggested that AIDS is actually a man-made disease. These theories often state that the disease was meant to deliberately wipe out a certain segment of the population in an act of genocide.
In his report WHO MURDERED AFRICA, Dr. William Campbell Douglass, M.D., wrote that HIV was genetically engineered in 1974. He tells us that the AIDS virus by the World Health Organization, was not just a scientific exercise that got out of hand. It was a successful attempt to create a killer virus which was then used in a successful experiment in Africa. African AIDS was the result of the smallpox eradication vaccine program conducted by the World Health Organization during the 1970s. =
How was HIV introduced exclusively into the gay community in the late 1970s? The exclusive introduction of HIV into the homosexual population of New York City is an unprecedented event in the history of medicine. This event has never been fully explained scientifically. There is certainly no evidence to indicate white gay men were the only people exposed to sexual contact with Africans, particularly at a time when the epidemic did not exist in Africa. Furthermore, it is impossible for a purported sexually-transmitted and blood borne “virus out of Africa” to infect only young, white, healthy men in Manhattan! Yet some bad mojo went down.

excerpt from
AIDS - Man-Made Holocaust
"...AIDS was developed as a race-specific population control measure."
"Dr. Muhammad went on to present extensive evidence that the policy of deliberate genocide is fully operational. He described the CIA's support for the cause of population control during George Bush's tenure as Director of Central Intelligence, and reported the contents of National Security Memorandum 200, written during the Ford administration, which advised that the preservation of U.S. political and commercial interests "will require that the President and Secretary of State treat the subject of population growth control in the third world as a matter of paramount importance...." To the amazement of the audience, Muhammad identified the authors of the internal memo as Henry Kissinger and Gen. Brent Scowcroft, now Bush's national security adviser. (See The New Dawn Vol.1 No.1, May, 1991"
Whether the conspiracy theories are true, it is certain is that the military-industrial complex has an interest in the development of biological weapons that can target genetically similar groups of people. From the September 2000 white paper Rebuilding America's Defenses, published by the Project for the New American Century, comes the statement: "[...]advanced forms of biological warfare that can "target" specific genotypes may transform biological warfare from the realm of terror to a politically useful tool."
From the American Indians to Tuskegee and the flood of crack and decay in predominately black neighborhoods. The evidence is strong to suggest the interest of the status quo

Dessert
Recently the remains of a well preserved baby woolly mamouth has been found.The frozen carcass is being sent to Japan for further study and scientists are trying to get enough DNA from the animal to allow them to clone a mammoth, it said.
Researchers at Cornell University's Weill Medical College in New York were able to take samples of women's uterine tissue and get the cells to regenerate in a laboratory. Human embryos successfully attached themselves to the engineered womb and began to grow; the experiment was stopped after a few days only because of in-vitro fertilisation (IVF) regulations. Japanese gynecology professor Yoshinori Kuwabara has created a completely artificial womb which sustained goat fetuses for several weeks.

Korean and US scientists claim human cloning breakthrough - Woo Suk Hwany of Seoul National University in Korea announced in February 2004 that he had successfully cloned healthy human embryo. Just a couple of weeks earlier, Dr Panos Zavos made another of his frequent cloning announcements about attempts he and others are making to produce healthy cloned babies. The Korean and US teams are using human cloning technology to try to create stem cell lines which can be used to study disease. Ultimately no one can truly say rather a human has been created or not but if a person watches the movie Boys of Brazil one may second guess. Currently the military takes dna samples of everyone that enlist. In the this nutty world were epidemics fall out of the sky is a human clone possible yes and is one hanging around possibly. Richard G. Seed claim in '98 that he had a team of scientist on standby in Japan were he was able to raise 15 million dollars. I have tried to find out more about him in the past years but coincidently I cannot say. The math is that you have a guy willing to clone a human and he moves to a place that is working to create an artificial womb. Nuff said

The meal was compliments on the house.
In this world filled with i-phones and all sorts of eye candy we must stay grounded. All this wonderful technology is cool but on the opposite side of the coin what are you allowing to slip by will your sending some bs to your "bff"?

Road to Damascus

As I travel the information highway I was smitten by the truth. I have taken that red pill a long time ago and tumble down the rabbits hole gleefully clasping Alice's hand. I have known of what goes bump in the night but what set me off is a discussion I had with someone about the plight of the poor. This pompous individual try to give me facts and fingers to tell me about my life. I have a problem with people playing missionary and tame the savages. Then it clicked, I realize something in a flash...Religion!!!
What is Jesus name???? Most people refer to the man as Christ which is far of the mark others state that Jesus is what came after translation which is a farce almost as much as people sitting at a higher accolade Thut away from Moses in order to give the Saviour of "Gods" chosen people a name they can manipulate and make less colorful.

Encyclopedia Britannica (15th ed.)

"Jesus Christ---...The same is true of the name Jesus. In the Septuagint it is the customary Greek form for the common Hebrew name Joshua;" (Vol. 10 p.149)
Barnes' notes: (Note on Matt. 1:21)

"His name is Jesus: The name Jesus is the same as Saviour. It is derived from the verb signifying to save. In Hebrew it is the same as Joshua. In two places [Acts 7:45 and Hebrews 4:8] in the New Testament it is used where is means Joshua, the leader of the Jews into Canaan, and in our translation the name Joshua should have been retained."
Catholic Encyclopedia:

"The Sacred Name ---- The word Jesus is the Latin form of the Greek "Iesous" which in turn is the transliteration of the Hebrew Jeshua, or Joshua, or again Jehoshua, meaning 'Jehovah is Salvation' " Vol. 8, p. 374

Further evidence http://www.eliyah.com/kjv1611.jpg

Why does this matter if you ask then your still juicing the blue pill. It is just a matter accepting that the masses that claim to be Christians are in fact paganizing a revolutionary through bastardization of his name.
When the powers to be stripped away any true identity of Yeshua and placed upon a higher pedestal than any of his followers a hypocrite set in motion a repoloraztion of what this Rabbi of the Essenes was trying to do which was to shake up the corruption that had plagued his known world.
By changing this and racially cleaning it up help give rise to colonial supremacy. By making a history appear to be theirs allowed a proverbial 007 to sink into their subconscious. This caused the masses to the believe a since of supremacy. Although their inferiority which was carefully orchestrated through the doctored pictures of Zeus which became the graven image of Yeshua. By worshiping a false belief you are being led astray self destruction only follows. The problems in the world is not people denying God. It is the straying away from the Almighty which began with Saul the hypocrite and started to gain momentum after the verdict of the Council of Nicea.

Take a gander:
Je-sus
Je-hova + Zeus
Je + Zeus
Jupiter + Zeus
Easter is thought to come from the Scandinavian "Ostra" and the Teutonic "Ostern" or "Eastre," both Goddesses of mythology signifying spring and fertility.
Traditions associated with the festival survive in the Easter rabbit, a symbol of fertility, and in colored easter eggs, originally painted with bright colors to represent the sunlight of spring, and used in Easter-egg rolling contests or given as gifts.
* December 25th was the "Victory of the Sun-God" Festival in the pagan Babylonian world. In the ancient Roman Empire, the celebration can be traced back to the Roman festival Saturnalia, which honored Saturn, the harvest god, and Mithras, the god of light; both were celebrated during or shortly after the winter solstice (between the 17th and 23rd of December). To all ancient pagan civilizations, December 25th was the birthday of the gods -- the time of year when the days began to lengthen and man was blessed with a "regeneration of nature." Moreover, all of December 25th's Babylonian and Roman festivals were characterized by 5-7 day celebration periods of unrestrained or orgiastic revelry and licentiousness.
December 25th was particularly important in the cult of Mithras, a popular deity in the Old Roman Empire. Robert Myers (a proponent for celebrating Christmas) in his book Celebrations, says:
December 25th in the Roman world was the Natalis Solis Invicti, the Birthday of the Unconquerable Sun. This feast, which took place just after the winter solstice of the Julian calendar, was in honor of the Sun God, Mithras, originally a Persian deity whose cult penetrated the Roman world in the first century B.C. ... Besides the Mithraic influence, other pagan forces were at work. From the seventeenth of December until the twenty-third, Romans celebrated the ancient feast of the Saturnalia. ... It was commemorative of the Golden Age of Saturn, the god of sowing and husbandry.
Knowledge is constant and when one stops obtaining death will gain victory.

Fuck the 4th

I try to stray from profanity but on this particular holiday I make an exception. I do not get into the 4th because it was not my (meaning I am black) holiday.
The story of slavery in this country is a tale of hypocrisy and denial of the American promise contained in the Declaration of Independence. Educated white men of privilege wrote ``these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal,'' yet turned around and declared in the first Article of the Constitution that a slave was to be counted as only three-fifths of a person. Founding father and pedophile Thomas Jefferson refused to free his own slaves.
The fourth is a farce during this time Blacks could not legally be marry hence the jumping over the broom which I never did when I got married and will never do if me and wife decide to renew our vows.
The system of liberty promoted sexual deviants (Thomas Jefferson), men who openlyraped black women and flaunt their illigetament offspring in the face of their wives. If their wife try to stray as did the husband it was met with dire consequences especially if she got pregnant. These church-going men used the bodies of black women, whom they saw as subhuman, for their own sexual gratification, practicing what had to be bestiality in their minds. They accepted as a given that the offspring from such activities, their own children, were less than human.
I would start on Lincoln but for right now Fuck the fourth the only bombs bursting I wanna see is over the Bush administration.





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Tune in Turn Out

I just do not get it, what is the purpose of having the i-phone. If your job does not require you to stay on the road 60% of the time then what is the point. The only conclusion that I got is that it is an attempt to pacify the masses. Take their minds off the real problems of the day. Tune in turn out has taken on a whole new meaning these days and unfortunately people love being pumped full of materialistic candy only to develop modified form of diabetes that affects the wallet.
Customers have been complaining from people who waited months to buy an iPhone are experiencing problems activating it. Although AT&T stated the the problem has been fixed and they attribute the technical difficulties to overloaded servers as large number of customers tried to activate their phones. Another crazy thing is that they are so bogged down that had to wait up to two days after activation for their phones to be usable.
If people can get this motivated then think of the impact if they gather collectively at Uncle Sam's door demanding answers for a war without merit or the blind when a city is under water or the citizens are dying.
The diamonds millions of people by for love and a status of wealth are acting as accomplices in the rape of Africa(http://www.artsci.wustl.edu/~anthro/courses/306/africa_gems2.htm)
In closing last week I watch what was billed as the "All-American Presidential Forum" on PBS. The democrats were there since it was hosted by the brilliant Tavis Smiley but the ever so color shy Republicans have failed to go into the lions den. If there is to be real picture we need to have WWE approach to a political debate. A battle royal, put the top picks on stage and let them go at it. I am tired of Obama trying to court the black vote because is a second generation immigrant that have achieved the American dream. Not some descendant of slaves (people in this case black folk that came here not by choice) When we see a child of American slavery make it to the White House then we can say progress has been made.
If people call Bill the first black president then Bush is our first ghetto president. He is gang banger and a pimp. In theory you can only go so far down before you bottom out but we' ll see.